I used to think I was never good enough to have you but it was just The Universe protecting me from you and that's why you walked away from me. Thank you Universe.
The ideal of you is what I saw but the reality of you is what I dealt with I had to live with the reality and I knew that wasn't good enough for me.
The Universe has gifts for me I can feel it in my soul It will shower me with love and everything that I have ever desired. The Universe gifted you to me for a short moment in time to remind myself that you weren't filled with love and that you weren't someone I had ever… Continue reading Love Letter #243
I had to walk away to find my strength once again. I had to walk away to find my self once again. I had to walk away to find my worth once again.
I see you still have a job during this pandemic I see you still living your life the way it was before I see you still lying to yourself about the way you feel about me. Even a pandemic didn't open your eyes to the truth.
I had a relapse the other day I went in search of you on the internet I felt my heart racing I felt my body tinkling but I felt my soul die a bit more when your name appeared on the screen I need to stay away from the Internet.
With each passing day I love you less and forgive you more. With each passing day I miss you less and love me more. With each passing day I think about you less and appreciate myself more. With each passing day your face becomes a memory and I become what is important.