The Universe has gifts for me I can feel it in my soul It will shower me with love and everything that I have ever desired. The Universe gifted you to me for a short moment in time to remind myself that you weren't filled with love and that you weren't someone I had ever… Continue reading Love Letter #243
I had to walk away to find my strength once again. I had to walk away to find my self once again. I had to walk away to find my worth once again.
I had a relapse the other day I went in search of you on the internet I felt my heart racing I felt my body tinkling but I felt my soul die a bit more when your name appeared on the screen I need to stay away from the Internet.
With each passing day I love you less and forgive you more. With each passing day I miss you less and love me more. With each passing day I think about you less and appreciate myself more. With each passing day your face becomes a memory and I become what is important.
It finally dawned on me that you're just a pile of crap with flies surrounding you with an overwhelming odor. I was blind and clearly dumb. But now I see what you truly are a piece of shit.
I wanted to drink from your cup your taste leaving me wanting more filling me up with thirst even when your cup was empty as always.
I wanted to play with fire knowing full well I would get burned but I played with it anyway and walked away with scabs all over my body and with a perpetually burnt heart.