Looking back I can see
how weak I was becoming
when I was associating myself with you.
I was doing questionable things
that didn’t align with my core.
I was off vibrationally pleasing you
I was acting different than I normally would do.
I was doing things that I would normally judge
others would do.
I was someone else when I was talking to you
and looking back I see
I was losing all control of who I was.
Pleasing you was my main priority
and it was getting toxic.
I was obsessed and became the Devil
taking you in like a sexual drug
falling prey to my deep dark secrets.
Thank God I finally got myself
out of hell.
Now I can go back to being free.