I am rereading all the love letters I have ever written you
and I realized that I was such a psychotic bitch.
No wonder you ran away from me;
my desperation was all too much to take.
I repelled you with my neediness
and my over-encroaching personality.
My vibrational vibe was at an all time low.
I wish I could burn those love letters
to never see them ever again.
But then I wouldn’t realize what I needed to do
I needed to change and only focus on