Being Magnetic, Love Letters (Poetry), Poetry

Love Letter #89

Who would have thought

my first time

would be with a pitiful jerk

a smooth talker

with nothing but shameful half truths

of what he wanted from me

It was quick

dismissive

and all over before I knew it

left me scarred for the majority of my 20’s

searching for someone to just love me

after you used me up

and took away

the one thing

that I would never get back

but it taught me

it was more important how I handled it

afterwards

that defined who I was

and who I was

was an over sexualized girl

who didn’t know who I was

until I had to experience 

what I needed to experience

in my 20s.

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