Love Letter #34

I think I hate the feeling of waiting

Anticipating what may or may not happen

At times I think it won’t happen

But then I know it will happen

Not knowing is filling me up with dread

I can’t sleep lying in this fuckin bed

Every night I just imagine a world with you

But why would I want to be with someone who

continuously makes me blue

that mostly disappears whenever he wants to

anytime he starts catching feelings

He throws me out and locks the door

I feel stung and sting craving for more

Wanting your Hellos and How you doing

But not really caring How I am Doing

because if you did

you wouldn’t have disppeared once again

leaving my life like I never mattered

leaving me a mess and fuckin shattered

Now I just sit here waiting

anticipating

your return

But I hope when you do I would have learn

to let you go

Nah, I know me, I don’t think so

The “Love Letters” Series will be a collection of poetry written for and about love. Please comment below if you’re enjoying my thoughts and words. Some of these poems can be read as “Spoken Word” or a “Rap Song” or with a “Taylor Swift” angst, lol. – Peace and Love

See all the “Love Letters”, click on the other links below to read more:

Love Letter #1, Love Letter #2, Love Letter #3, Love Letter #4, Love Letter #5,Love Letter #6, Love Letter #7, Love Letter #8, Love Letter #9, Love Letter #10, Love Letter #11, Love Letter #12, Love Letter #13, Love Letter #14, Love Letter #15, Love Letter #16, Love Letter #17, Love Letter #18, Love Letter #19, Love Letter #20, Love Letter #21, Love Letter #22, Love Letter #23, Love Letter #24, Love Letter #25, Love Letter #26, Love Letter #27, Love Letter #28, Love Letter #29, Love Letter #30, Love Letter #31, Love Letter #32, Love Letter #33, Love Letter #34, Love Letter #35, Love Letter Guest Post #1,

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