Do you ever have a friend who keeps making the same mistake over and over again because they are lying to themselves? Or are you the fool that goes on that rollercoaster even though after you ride it, you always end up throwing up that cheese dog? Don’t you just want to tell your friend or even your stupid self: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? Why do you keep doing this when you know its not good for you? Open your eyes and stop being a damn fool!
Seriously, stop being a damn fool. I know whatever it is that you’re doing makes you feel good (for the moment) and I know you love him/her (even though they are pieces of shit), stop lying to yourself that things will get better or that this is what you deserve. Booboo, you deserve so much more but you must allow yourself to feel like you deserve so much more. First you must come to the realization that whatever is impacting you in a negative way IS impacting you in a negative way because you’re ALLOWING it to keep happening. You have the power and the control to stop all of this but you must OPEN YOUR EYES to the bullshit that you’re feeding yourself.
Learn to get rid of shit that no longer suits you and that no longer help you to become more aligned to who you really are. You’re better than this, you’re better than how you treat yourself but you have to BELIEVE that you are first. Once you do, then slowly get rid of anything that gives you pain, sorrow, anxiousness, self-doubt, etc. Learn to let go of shit that no longer benefits you and/or consistently hurts you. Trust and believe, that when you do, the Universe will open up situations and/or people aligned to your highest good. You got this!